Find someone a lover and a partner this time to understand and take care of you for the rest of your life. It's not too late. They are just around the corner waiting for you, waiting for love demonstration upon you. Love finds you in unexpected time. This is your time to find a love partner for your life that will stay with you forever no matter what. That's what love is all about. Not self-seeking but providing self-sacrifice for their loved ones. It's not too late. It's not your fault that you are like this, let someone by your side always to be there to understand you and you understand your worth.